Thursday, September 3, 2009

confused JAY of second semester

what to say??
it hurts when i saw it..
what to do???? i don know.....
how to face any situation???? i don't know.....
is there anything which i know????
I'm screwed badly that's all i know.....
i know the person i love most is just ignoring me because i had done some thing not good for her for the sake of her only.......
tell me where the hell i was wrong....i want everything to be alright that's why i have done it all...
why this thing always happens to me that no one understand me.....
i don't wanted to hurt anyone but this thing always happens to me ........i guess people when saw me sad (i mean to say people) the situation for them is pleasurable...
and this f**king thing i said to a guy who cares for me a lot....who wants me to happy always...
who is ma bestest friend ever god gifted me....
i hurt him badly and didn't said a sorry...(what the hell)
actually all i want is not to raise that topic again... but i guess i hurt him badly by not saying a sorry....


now

i forgot my laugh....my mood was always f**ked up....
till that day when all this happens....

TAHT DAY......???

The day when all this happen..... Went to do good but things gone worst..... This place sucks and the guys are a big dash...... I can’t tolerate anybody to say anything wrong to a person whom I care more than I care for myself... so whatever I did although it was wrong but I’m not sorry.....

The only good moment for the day was my sorry to J....

(J This guy is ma best buddy he supported me at every situation good or bad ..... he changed me a lot... always in good... whatever I am today is due to him.....thanks J)

J is the guy whom I told those words......I’m sorry J............

So where am I...??

Yea my sorry to J.....

I guess he will never forget what I said, but he’ll surly excuse me for saying this.....after today....

Now I guess we’ll face any situation when we all are together......

When JJAX are together......that’s what A named us...

About A........ Huh?? Later........